I was the kind, loving sweetheart who always cared for everyone. So much that I almost forgot there’s no one else who would take care of me if I don’t do it myself.
I used to accept excuses and apologies from people who were constantly hurting me. I used to say I’m sorry when there was no need for it. I used to be taken for granted by people who I thought loved me. I used to be blind to the truth.
I used to put with people’s bullshit – but, I’m done.
Trust me when I say that I’m done tolerating relationships who made me suffer and people who did me wrong.
I learned my lesson. I stuck too long when all I needed to do was leave.
But it is over. You’ll never see me again.
If you try to treat me poorly, abuse me, discriminate me, put me down, make fun of me, or manipulate me in any way I am going to defend myself and leave you for good. I’m going to trust my gut feeling and cut off every human who makes me feel uncomfortable. I’m going to face you, slap you hard with the brutal truth about your personality and leave without feeling guilty of any consequences that you might suffer through.
No more Mrs. Nice girl. No more exceptions. No more second chances to people who recklessly gambled away the first one.
Don’t take me for a fool. I may have been a nice, naïve girl who perceived the world from colorful lenses. But I’ve never forgotten my own worth. I know exactly what I deserve. So, don’t think even for a minute that I’ll let you get away with your sick games.
I’m not interested in mind games. Oh wait, let me rephrase that. I’m sickened by your mind games. I don’t want to be part of relationships that last only a day. I don’t want to waste my time on people who aren’t worthy of my love and attention.