I am someone who gets attached too quickly. I consider myself a person with a soft heart. A lover. A passionate fighter.
I have trouble dealing with breakups. I have trouble cutting people off my life.
That is why I always analyze situations from every point of view. I do my best to understand the reasons behind people’s actions and their mistakes. That is why I usually give others the benefit of doubt. That is exactly why I keep giving out second chances. Sometimes even third.
And that is exactly why sometimes, my kindness costs me a fortune.
In a nutshell, I’m not a person who gives up easily. Especially when it comes to people I cannot possibly imagine my life without.
I work hard or my relationships. So, naturally, whenever something gets broken, I fight until I make it work. That is if the person on the other side of the relationship actually gives a damn.
So, know this. If I’ve decided to cut you off, you must have already done something unforgivable. Something so horrible and hurtful that I could never wrap my mind around it.
Otherwise, I would do everything in my power to sort things out. To find a solution. To meet you halfway. To save what we have. For old times’ sake. Believe me, I would be even willing to get out of my way in order to find a reasonable compromise.
But, please know this. If I decide to walk away, I promise… You will never see me again.
My heart may be big, and my soul may be forgiving, but I know my worth. I’ve built my boundaries. I respect my limits.
Don’t you dare make this even harder for me by guilt-tripping me and begging me to stay when you know that the only one responsible for this situation is you. You were the one who made me go through this.
I never wanted this.
I never wanted to say goodbye. I never wanted to leave. Not like this.
But, you left me with no choice.